I’m such a weinie. I admit it. I broke. I had a very stressful day today and I had a cigarette. ARGHHHHH!
How do you do the work/home life balancing act? Until a little less than four years ago, I was a stay at home mom. Much to my dismay, and horror, I hated being at home alone all day with just an infant to keep me company.
Well, I really just don’t know what to talk about today, since the smoking thing has really become a non-issue lately. So, I’m going to tell you about my favorite hobby in the whole world. Books!
I know many of you know exactly what I am talking about. The various groups that set up shop at Five Points to peddle their cause in Florence and block traffic while they mostly just annoy drivers trying to get to a destination.
Shocked? Yeah, I was too. I purposely left Wally World for the last stop on my trip, expecting it to be total mayhem.
Although parking seemed to be an issue at Circuit City, it was controlled chaos inside the store.
Wish me luck everyone. This is a time of year when I often choose to aviod stores altogether, unless there’s some special gift out there for someone I love at an amazing price. Wel,, anyway, wish me luck, I’m going in…
Okay, so the first part of that title really isn’t true. Every smoker knows that the urge to smoke is the strongest when you have a drink in your hand. This weekend, I went to a gathering where everyone was drinking, including me, and yet I managed not to smoke! I am so proud.
I am struggling. This week I have really had to fight the urge to stop at a gas station and buy a pack of cigarettes. At first, I wasn’t sure where this incessant need was coming from, and then I realized how close it is to Nov. 18.
One side effect of quitting smoking that I never considered is the constant state of disarray my world now seems to be in. I can’t remember a thing!
Well, it has been 26 days since my last cigarette according to the nifty little Chantix website. And I really have absolutely no desire to smoke. I made the decision about a week ago to quit taking Chantix, though, since I had missed quite a few doses with no ill effects.
Well, I have been smoke free for a total of 12 days at this point, and the urge to light up is slowly beginning to diminish. I don’t think it will ever go away completely, but it is certainly manageable at this point.
I have been taking Chantix for 15 days now and I have five days of being smoke-free under my belt at this point.
Do I feel good about it? Sort of. I miss smoking. A lot. Probably more than I should for someone who smokes about a pack a day. But it had become my security blanket.